emptiness in life

Hi Actually my first encounter with meditation was when I was in 9th class. My brother And myself stayed in my Uncle's house. He is Ramana Maharishis disciple. Later again got distracted with education , friends and then marriage. But now after 16 years I realise the emptiness. If i watch a gud movie Ill be fine for 2 hrs later again the emptiness, a feeling of missing something. Not interested in anything, anyone just leading life superficially. I lost belief in people and luv. Now I realise except for parents no one would luv u not even ur children. Now I learnt till now I was in some artificial world but truth is something different. This is life. I feel I have to do something , help someone and that only can make me full . I dont know what , how and when waiting for the time..Trying meditation is on esearch of that.